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12 June 2009 @ 12:15 pm
So I was thinking. . .
What would I want in case of an apocalypse?
You know, if I was the only one left.
I know it's stupid, but just for fun I figured I'd make a list haha
Anyways, here it is:

An endless supply of
  • food
  • weed
  • ciggarettes
  • water
  • booze
  • .... and who knows what else.

See the shit I think of when I can't sleep?

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My little 'book' I am writing is interesting.
I don't know.
 
 
 
Current Mood: indescribable
Current Music: The Lonely Island ft. T-Pain - I'm On A Boat
 
 
30 May 2009 @ 01:10 pm

So, I graduated high school last night. Class of 2009! :)

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A couple of months ago, a friend and my english teacher both began urging me to write a book of memoirs after all the insane shit I've been through.
I thought it was kind of stupid, since I myself haven't seen such a big change like everyone else has.
Then, I looked at my records from the past four years.
And I realized I have been through a lot of shit.
From getting sent to a insane hospital, then a residential program.
Getting stitches all over my wrists.
Going through rehab for drugs.
And the two overdoses.
Everything that I now look back at and say, "Wow. I was a fucking idiot."
So I decided that I should write a chapter or so of my story, then post it.
Depending on what everyone thinks, maybe I'll write more.
I don't know.
Leave me a comment, tell me what you think.
I'd appreciate it :)

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<3 I can't believe we've finally did it.
                      Baby, together we are invincible.
 
 
Current Location: homeee.
Current Mood: discontent
Current Music: Black Eyed Pees - Boom Boom Pow
 
 
19 May 2009 @ 08:59 am


So I've been really busy lately, and I've completely forgotten about posting.
Well, here's some lastest news in case your actually interested...
Starting EMT courses soon. Looking to become a paramedic in the end. Let's see how that goes.
Finally graduating high school. Four years of working on computers everyday creating web sites is finally over.

So that's just plans for the near future.

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Prom was on the 15th. Most people go to parties after prom, so when he went, no one was suprised. He was a very popular kid. But sometimes he can't controll himself. He got drunk, ran his mouth, and now he's in the hospital. He got stabbed twice in the chest. his lungs collapsed, and Sunday night his heart gave out. They brought him back thankfully, but he is still in really bad condition. He's in the hospital in Boston at the moment. We don't know how he's gonna be. His best friend lucked out in a way. I mean, he got beat with a freakin crow bar, but at least he recovered already with minor injuries. It sucks. He was about to graduate and now he can't walk across stage. It's really sad. he was a chill kid. (True story by the way.)

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Here's some other shit. I know it's all Hollywood fame shit, but it still pisses me off. That show, Jon and Kate Plus 8 is actually one of my favorite shows. I don't care if you think it sucks cause I like it. And now Jon is cheating on this women who gave him 8 beautiful children and works so hard? I mean, marriages fail and everything. But 8 younge kids and he does this? It's fucking irresponsible and I lost all respect for him. I know I don't know what was going on behind the scenes, but there are ways to either end your marriage or work things out without cheating on someone and hurting your children, your own flesh and blood. You brought them into the world, you shouldn't fuck with them that way.
Kay, I'm done bitching.

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Anyways, I'm gonna go back to bed for a while, smoke some bud or something later. I'm gonna go back to posting a lot so yeah, check back. :)


 
 
 
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: Stanky Legg
 
 
20 January 2009 @ 07:35 pm
We have a new president.
Like no one knew.
Anyways. . .
44th President - Barack Obama
 
www.youtube.com/watch
 
 
Current Mood: hungry
 
 
15 January 2009 @ 07:34 pm

Today is the anniversary of the death of Elizabeth Short, also known as the Black Dahlia. What real-life murder story are you most fascinated by?


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I think the Blah Dahlia is the most interesting story to me. It's crazy how those guys were, and how they got away with it. How sick it is. Out of a horror movie.
 
 
Current Location: home
Current Music: Do What You Do - Mudvayne
 
 
13 January 2009 @ 09:12 pm

Using one word for each letter of the alphabet, make a list of the words you most associate with yourself or that you feel best describe you.

Submitted By [info]mesila


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A - addictive
B - bizzare 
C - chaotic
D - dillusional
E - earsplitting
F - frail
G - groovy
H - hectic
I - invincible
J - jaded
K - killerrr artist
L - lazy
M - mundane
N - noisy
O - obscene
P - pierced
Q - quarrelsome
R - racist
S - scandalous
T - trashy
U - unusual
V - volatile
W - wicked
X - x-rated
Y - young
Z - zany
 
 
Current Location: home
Current Mood: content
Current Music: Love Story - Taylor Swift
 
 


Sometimes I feel like a slave when I come here. . .
Guests aren't supposed to haul around everything, right?
Oh well.

I decided I'm going to med school after this whole college thing.
I am going to become a reconstructive surgeon.
Mark my words.

I have a pounding headache.
I need to go lie down, watch a movie, smoke a butt.
Just chill.

I appreciate him more and more everyday.
Our anniversary on Sunday was amazing.

And hold onto your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep
Because tonight will be the night
that I will fall for you, over again
Don't make me change my mind
I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a guy like you is impossible to find

 
 
 
Current Location: Nik's House
Current Mood: sore
Current Music: Fall for You - Silent Serenade
 
 
09 January 2009 @ 10:15 pm
"You know what they do to girls like you in prison?" he said, pusing his warm body hard up against hers.
She bit her lip. She didn't want to know


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So, classes were stupid today. I went to hang out with the love of my life and I had a pretty damn good time. Also, I am kinda pissed because I found out that Taste of Chaos isn't playing where they usually play this year, and it makes me mad. Grr. 
 Oh, visit my DeviantArt sometime!  jailbaitcunt-no.deviantart.com/    Check out the gallery and stuff.



P.S. I smell like sex. And it's a damn sweet smell. :)
 
 
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: blank
Current Music: Bring Me the Horizon - Diamonds Aren't Forever
 
 
08 January 2009 @ 11:33 am
"No," she said, controlling her facial expressions. "I don't do that anymore."
"Are you sure? Did rehab really help?" her father replied.
"Yes Dad."
"You know if you start doing that again, you'll be sent back."
"I know. I'm clean now."
She hated lying to the people she loved, but no one could know. She wouldn't be able to handle the consequences.

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[[ I just heard an interesting story on the news. Long story short, a man gave his wife a kidney when she was sick. Now he wants it back, and legal actions are being taken. ]]


 
I didn't go to my classes today. I woke up and just wasn't in the mood to deal with people. I just wanted a day to myself. Everyone is entilted to one of those, right? I'll make up the work. I swear. At least tomorow is Friday.
My love called me a 'devious little girl' yesterday. He was only kidding. What he doesn't know is that it's true.
 
 
Current Mood: devious
 
 
07 January 2009 @ 10:26 pm
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Have I let you down again?
I've turned into a monster.
 
 
Current Location: IHOP
Current Mood: guilty
 
 
07 January 2009 @ 11:26 am

I am so in love with him. We are spending the rest of our lives with each other, and he is my everything. We are getting married.
But there is one thing I have kept from him.
I didn't betray him or cheat on him.
But there is just no way I can explain the drugs to him.
No way.
If I were to try, I may loose him forever.
What he doesn't know wont hurt him, right?
Poll #1326960 2012
This poll is closed.
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 1

Do you believe the theory that the human race may be destroyed in 2012?

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Yes
1 (100.0%)

That's bullshit.
0 (0.0%)

What theory?
0 (0.0%)

Maybe?
0 (0.0%)

I don't really care.
0 (0.0%)

 
 
Current Location: home
Current Mood: guilty
 
 
05 January 2009 @ 08:56 pm

So, I am just starting a new journal for all my writing, debates, photography, art, and just about everything. So yeah, that's about it.

She starts her new diet
of liqour and dick.
 
 
Current Location: Nik's House
Current Mood: calm
 
 
 
 

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